I've got so much on my mind... I don't even know where to start.
First I'll go with church tomorrow I think... I'm ready for DEAF... I hope. I started out on one track and then ended up somewhere completely different. I've got to figure out a better way to DO ministry. I feel like there's so much ME involved that I don't know what's me and what's GOD. I take that back... it's all God. However, I need to become a better listener. How's that?
As for big church, hearing church... I got the notes tonight, even though I'm not interpreting tomorrow. Wow. I feel so incredibly blessed to listen to Pastor Burt preach. This man knows his stuff and he knows where his people are--at least me... he preaches about me every week! LOL It's incredible.
Friends - trying to get together with the peeps here in town... Tonight was actually a pizza thing for this one girl--I kind of know her, she's come to our small group a few times, but I always feel so intrusive if I don't really know the person. Yeah, I know it's a problem I have. I'm working on it. However, it didn't really matter if I wanted to go or not... I was still working on tomorrow's stuff when everyone got together for pizza (and the serious lack of a shower today didn't help things any!). Hopefully some of us will be able to get together tomorrow. I've spent a lot more time with my dad and fam lately, but now I have this... deep... I don't know what it is... I just really need social relationships. And I love everyone here--I just want to continue to get to know them!!! God created us as social creatures--it's the way we're supposed to be!
Books - I've been reading a lot lately, and I love it. Big time... I just finished tuesdays with Morrie. Some of you may remember me seeing the movie awhile ago... the book has quickly risen to my must read list. it's by Mich Albom--go out and get it! Right now I'm in the middle of Joshua. It's decent. I've got about 5 more here and 8 waiting at the library. I'll pick them up on monday I think.
This is nothing that I wanted to write about. But it's a tiny portion of my brain.
I think I'm going to go read for a little bit. And journal. PB talks about getting specific. Johnne's always told me to get specific... and I mean in prayers, in hopes, in plans... I've got a few things I desperately need to get in order in my life and that means I need to get specific.
Adios for now.
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HELLO!!!! Do you reMEMber Phillipps? Do you recall the social isolation? You didn't hang out with anyone outside our 'Room'. It was killing you and you even knew it at the time. I think that, minus the enmeshed relationships we all had going on, this is kind of similar. You JUST NEED PEOPLE. Heck, we all do.
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