Monday, May 09, 2005

Regrets?

So I'm working on believing isaiah 54 and I'm cleaning my room and packing some stuff right now. For almost two years I've used the area under my desk to store paperwork, etc. that I didn't want to deal with. I'm cleaning that out right now. Imagine... all that space was filled and now I've tossed half of it in the recycle bag and the other half in another bag to bring to my new home--when i get to move in.

I've found a TON of things in this... much of it from NCU. and I have this nagging feeling of regret--which I HATE. I keep seeing all these things that I COULD have been involved in and wasn't... that makes me kind of sad. so then I look at my life right now... here in WA I've got my friends from cwu who are scattered all around. I see them occasionally, but it's not as easy as someone in the Oly area. So then I look at my friends from church... I rarely see them. When I can, I'm going to start going to the new young adult group (wahoo :)) and be proactive in this. I don't want life to have regrets. I want to look back and say, YES--I did it!

Jenni... found some stuff from our internship. LOL REmember the guy on the motorcycle with his hat rubber-banded to his head?! :) hehehehe Or having to send ourselves mail to get library cards--just to check our email?! (and therefore rent movies like Lord of the Dance! hehe) I still have my card from you!

2 comments:

Jenni said...

AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!! I still have mine from you!! The guy with the rubber-banded hat...I will NEVER forget that one. That and burning Kim's dishes on day #1...and watching the kids get baptized at camp...and trying to be there for them on the Scary Night...and trying not to kill them every other night...;)

Emily said...

Oh the Scary night. I forgot about that one. I remember all those little guys trying to be so tough... and all they wanted was to be hugged and loved.