Sometimes my heart feels like it's going to explode.
Often, I will spend a day stuck in the rut of everyday life... wake up. Shower.
Feed the cats. Drive to work and not yell at horrible drivers.
Interpret phone calls. Run errands. Go home. Eat dinner. Clean.
Do some church work. Read bible. Go to bed.
If I'm not careful, these days run together. A blur of a life not well-lived. Simply existing.
And then...
I'm given an opportunity that makes me feel sick with nerves, like a speech contest.
I am reminded of the beauty of a soul fighting for life against cancer.
I see the sparkle of the city I call home and love so very much.
I am able to work on the logistics of a database or a budget and feel capable and like I'm making a contribution.
I connect with people I know and make them friends.
I get the opportunity to hug people at Sought Church, to share what Jesus is doing, or just to smile and welcome a new person.
These things happen and I know that God has a use for a life filled with action and love and well-lived. More than simply existing. Truly LIVING and sharing that with others.
And when that happens, my heart feels like it's going to explode.
Often, I will spend a day stuck in the rut of everyday life... wake up. Shower.
Feed the cats. Drive to work and not yell at horrible drivers.
Interpret phone calls. Run errands. Go home. Eat dinner. Clean.
Do some church work. Read bible. Go to bed.
If I'm not careful, these days run together. A blur of a life not well-lived. Simply existing.
And then...
I'm given an opportunity that makes me feel sick with nerves, like a speech contest.
I am reminded of the beauty of a soul fighting for life against cancer.
I see the sparkle of the city I call home and love so very much.
I am able to work on the logistics of a database or a budget and feel capable and like I'm making a contribution.
I connect with people I know and make them friends.
I get the opportunity to hug people at Sought Church, to share what Jesus is doing, or just to smile and welcome a new person.
These things happen and I know that God has a use for a life filled with action and love and well-lived. More than simply existing. Truly LIVING and sharing that with others.
And when that happens, my heart feels like it's going to explode.
It's such a good thing.
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