Well, my friend Amy did a stream of consciousness post and I've decided to copy her because I feel like i need to update but am not really sure what to say.
I'm sick, AGAIN, for something like the 80th time this fall. OK, so maybe not THAT many, but I've never been sick this much before. it's funny because usually it would be based on stress or something and I haven't been that stressed lately - well, that is until I got sick, really the week before. ugh, i hate that.
I cried a lot last week. now I'm sniffling a lot this week. SNNNNNNNNIIIIFFFFFFLLLLEEEE..... ugh. I hate that, too.
I hear Bob clanging dishes around. I can't wait till I'm the only one clanging dishes. Well, someday there will be someone else to clang dishes around, but then I won't hate it so much. only another week or two for the first can't wait part to happen. it'll be a little longer for the second, smile, but I'm still praying, eh?
this life of singleness is very random. it sucks when buying a house because if you have ANY debt it just totally kills you. but it's so nice when you don't.. .well, when you're just YOU. you know? like... (oh wow, did I just type like like that???? Ugh, i hate that, too) anyway, i really want to be loved and TO love like that, but i also am SO loving this time with Jesus. Part of me is so patient and part is so not patient.
my finger hurts. and I still can't breathe. maybe i'm not going to do one of these posts again because i sound whiny but I'm not, I promise. just stuffy (and y'all know i hate that. ;) hehe)
oooh, the heater just came on.
Gentry and i did part of our christmas presents for parental units yesterday. not posting what it is till after christmas, just in case. not that they have this site, but you never know. ho ho ho! too bad you didn't come home for thanksgiving, serry, you really missed out... gentry and i had fun and things worked out really well, but it would have been better if you were here.
my brain just paused in thinking.
and this desk is a mess. i'm so glad i'm going to be moving soon, but i have to fix my old computer. it is really really bad. and then i'm going to take this computer with me.
here 's a random question for you all....... i've seriously thought about not getting cable, but... sometimes it's nice to veg for a bit. and american idol. i mean, seriously... how does one live without idol? please don't answer that, i know matt probably has a very good response... bah, whatever, go ahead and answer, i asked it didn't i? last season i think i missed one show and that was when i was in disneyland. i just love being drawn in... i thought all reality shows were stupid until that one. oh well.
ok, it's bedtime. i MUST sleep. i'm just afraid i won't be able to... sniffle. lol
GOOD NIGHT ALL!!!! :)